Nowhere to Turn

My mother couldn't take me back in, and there was no way she could take on three extra babies. Also, I knew that Carol was Johnny's child, and he was sure of that too, there was no question of that, and I knew that he would be a wonderful father if given the chance. It was the most difficult choice that I ever had to make in my life, but there was no other way out, and so I had you put up for adoption. May be if I hadn't been pregnant quite so soon I would have kept you and left Johnny, but I really cannot say. I really do not know.