It broke my heart to lose you. But I told myself that I might never had had you anyway. I had thought early on in the pregnancy that I would get an abortion. This was largely because I felt so sick with the pregnancy, and I knew that Johnny and I could not afford to have a child so soon, especially in light of the fact that I already had Juliet. I asked my GP for an abortion, but he turned out to be a bloody Catholic, and a bit of a fanatical one at that. He said that he wouldn't perform an abortion on me.
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